Isn’t it weird how fast someone can affect your life? That within a weeks difference you can go from not even knowing they exist to waiting for their text before going to bed, just so you know they’re safe when they can’t be on the phone with you? Idk man, idk. It’s crazy. Idk
My ultimate goal in life is to go on a road trip with the person I love, and just escape from everything for a little while.
I want her always. I want to be the one she falls asleep curled up with. I want to be the one she confides in when something is going on with her friends. I want to be the only one to fix her coffee the way she likes it. I want to remind her to drink more water and take care of her after a long night out. I want to wake up with her on a Sunday morning and take her for coffee. I want to explain sports to her. It’s her. And it’s been her for so long.
please bother me. always. even when you think you are too much, even when you don’t want to bug me with your problems or when you feel I shouldn’t care about what you have to say, bother me. bother me when it’s 3AM and you have to call me 10 times till I wake up and answer you. ask me over late at night to just sit with you and be there so you don’t feel so alone. bother me on your way to class so you can rant about how someone just cut you off and how you’re going to be late. tell me you are stressed, tell me you are worried, when you’re scared, when you’re lonely. send me endless pictures of your dogs and your food, bother me with silly things that made you smile or what stupid thoughts keep you up at night. bother me to be there for you, bother me to show you I care, because I can promise you I’m never bothered.
I’m one of those people who likes the little things, like holding hands. It’s so simple and yet so fulfilling. Whether it’s walking around, to driving in the car, or even when you’re laying down together. When your fingers are just interlocked and one of you squeezes a little tighter. Or when they slowly run their thumb up and down the side of your fingers. For something so small and insignificant, it can leave chills throughout your whole body for hours.
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Pouring your heart and soul into someone and then they decide they don’t want you anymore is the worst possible feeling in the world. And when they seem to just move on to someone else like they never even cared about you it hurts more than anything. I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of being used. This is why I have trust issues. When I love I love with all my heart. I don’t have anymore feeling to give anymore. I’m just exhausted and empty. I’m sorry.
